Monday, January 02, 2012

On New Year's Day

Kathy went back to her home on New Year's Day and while I occasionally drift into bad thoughts on the subject, for the most part I am handling it okay.

Our time together was very special and very different. I felt at ease and relaxed. When Stella spent a week with me, I was itching for her to leave. I didn't like what I thought my life would have been like with her. I liked what life was like with Kathy.

For the last several months, I was content with me in my home by myself. But now, after several days of having her in my home, it feels empty again. But that's a good thing.

I know this song, but not what it is about, so if it is somehow inappropriate, I apologize.

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